it's a penis, not godzilla

so i'm lame. here i am, on a saturday night, re-watching the second season of sex and the city for the umpteenth time. i called leanne, but didn't even leave a message, and she didn't call me back. so yeah. me, lone star, and satc. not too bad, in my book. although it leaves me with thinking about BJM. he's so dreamy. i want to go on a date with him and have it work. mostly because i haven't dated a guy since 2002. and i've never had an actual date. that would be nice. sigh. ok, back to satc.