... the depressiveness. halloween is creeping up, but the halloween parties are coming up quicker. i wasn't really excited about going to any halloween parties this year. but one of my co-workers is having one, and now an old work friend is having one, and i don't know. earlier this week (ok, yesterday), i started to get excited about halloween. especially after i found the superboy shirt yesterday at austin books. and then today i thought about, instead, going as dead superboy with a pole impaled through my chest, and i figured out how to go about this (with some help).
but now, now i'm starting to get depressed and maybe forgo everything and just stay home and be depressed. i don't know. i can probably just chalk this up to my usual bipolar tendancies. but i don't wanna. i want to try and have fun for a change. with people. people that i kinda like and kinda know and want to see. i don't know. me having fun has been hard of late. and me socializing has been pretty rough for the past several months.
bah.
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