not cyber-stalking

i don't think things are going to pan out with guy from the other night. called last night, left voice mail. he texted back, saying he'd call later this week. then he calls me close to 10 p.m. apologizes for being a drunk the other night and blah blah blah. i say he wasn't that drunk, and we were both drinking, and that i did enjoy the conversation we had.

he refers to me as a stranger twice. and he keeps calling me kiddo. don't know if he's calling me kiddo because 1.) he forgot my name (which i said in the voice mail), 2.) because i'm a couple of years younger than him, or 3.) a little of both 1 and 2.

how he continues to forget my name, i don't know. part of our conversation the other night was our full names and what they mean/where they're derived from. let me footnote that the name origin conversation happened after i had to remind him what my name was.

what's even worse is he probably doesn't even remember telling me that he had a myspace page and, well, couple that with me knowing his full name = background check. the funny thing to this is i find his livejournal via his myspace page, and it sounds like he's friends with this other guy i met online several months back who i tried to be friends with, but he was way too flakey. but he's apparently not flakey with the new guy. and apparently had wanted to date him, too. oy.

the fact that i know all this now, and coupled with my own inadequacies, and combined with his continual name amnesia (although i have to admit that after his call last night and his repeated calling me kiddo, i ended up watching kill bill, which is always good), well, maybe an interesting gayman that isn't into the usual gaythings may not be in the cards for me.

oh well. at least i have my books for keep me company. ha.

edit (9:34 p.m., 010907): ok, maybe i am cyber-stalking. i just found new guy's flickr page. maybe this is why i can't keep a guy interested. oy.