color me disgusted

so i just went outside for my first (and only) smoke break for today (i've been trying to cut down on my smoke breaks for fear that my constant smoking my be looked upon badly by my supervisor, but fuck that; i could go outside and smoke for 30 minutes and still come back to my desk with no work to do, and plus, i could give a flaming fuck about this job, but that's another story of how i've gotten completely pissed off at the nincomputs i work with).

anyway, i was outside smoking and saw this very pregnant woman smoking. and it totally disgusted me. now, i am a very adamant smoker. and while i dislike most people and especially dispise children, i cannot condone a pregnant woman smoking.

at first, i thought i was mistaken. perhaps she was just fat? but upon closer inspection, i saw that her belly was infact shaped like that of a pregnant woman, and unless she is a very peculiar skinny gal that just so happens to gain weight where a baby would normally be, than i guess i am mistaken. but nope. she was pregnant. and smoking away. i really wanted to punch her. instead i just spit on the sidewalk as i passed by her. now i'm back at my desk, seething in anger for very different reasons. i need to leave. i need a different job. i need a drink.