Today's neuroses

1. It is July 18. My lease is up July 31. I still have not found a place to live.
2. I saw a place yesterday on Hollywood Avenue. I feel in love with the house. The guy who is looking for a housemate will probably not choose me as his.
3. Come Thursday, I may be working two jobs. Which I'd be fine with. It's the not knowing that is killing me.
4. I have not heard back from one prospective freelance client that I really want to have.
5. I've been eating out for the past five days.
6. I've smoked three packs of cigs in the past three days.
7. Some of my favorite clothes are falling apart.
8. Hello, gas prices!
9. Did I mention I haven't found a place to live?