i've been having a lot of lucid dreams of late. some i'd rather not share, but these i will.
last night, i had three consecutive dreams where i got stabbed to death.
and yes, i consider them dreams and not nightmares. when i wake up from a nightmare, i'm usually screaming and in a cold sweat. with these dreams, i woke up, mind wandered for a bit, then freaked out. you know, because i thought they were real or about to happen.
each dream was just a progression of the one before.
in the first one, i wake up after hearing a noise coming from the living room. then a man comes into my bedroom, puts his right hand over my mouth, and stabs me in the upper right abdomen several times. then i actually wake up.
in the second one, after he stabs me, he gets off the bed and walks slowly out of the bedroom. i stumble out of bed, try to scream, and get to the doorway to see him walk out of my apartment. then i actually wake up.
after this second one, i freaked out a bit. i thought this was actually going to happen. i got up and moved my couch in front of my door. i'm not kidding. (i told friends at work that i put a chair in front of my door, but it really was the couch. i was that fucking scared.)
in the third one, it went further. after seeing him walk out the front door, i zombiely walk to the front, walk out of my apartment, and stumble to my complex courtyard, where i fall and hit my face on this brick thing around the community barbeque pit. then i wake up.
yeah. didn't really go to sleep after that.
so, yeah, analyze away what that could mean. i'm just gonna remember to move my couch in front of my door again before hitting the hay tonight.
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Somehow try programming yourself to know in dreams that the dream body (subtle body) cannot be subjected to death as the physical one can. The dream body can be subjected to shock. It can act as if it is a physical body but it cannot be killed by the means used to kill a physical body.
If it is stabbed for instance, it might act as if it is a physical form and then it will suddenly and instantaneous resume itself, as if it healed instantly from the damage. It is subjected to the intentions of others but only as a sort of mimic action, like on a movie set where an actor is shot with blank bullets and falls as if dead and then gets us as soon as the camera is no longer focused on him.
If you were stabbed to death physically, you would not be alive to write the blog, what to speak of being stabbed to death repeatedly. Repeated death is not a physical possibility but it is possible in the dream world because the subtle body can mimic trauma and survive all violence inflicted upon it in the psychic world. The question is:
Why is the subtle body submitted to such trauma. Can that be stopped?
The answer is that the subtle body is subjected to those violent psychic associations because of our physical interactions. In other words if we association with violent people on the physical level, then we will in turn have to do the same in the dream world. Thus if we are careful on the physical side it will pay off by more positive less scary associations in the dream world. And realize that viewing violence on video is a form of physical violent association, since the brain regards such fantasy violence as physical reality.
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